I need to stop being scared, but I'm indeed being spammed by strange emails, I'll let my blog up, sorry again, maybe I'm retarded, I don't know if I'm paranoid, retarded, crazy or sane, but this indeed scares me and some people indeed dislike me. Anyway, I'll still let hidden my polemic articles, and the ones that can interfere in my real life, I have it in anonymous mode anyway if I decide to show.
I think now that I compromised myself to share those strange events of my life, I cannot abandon it anymore and let people's curiosity stop in the halfway.